Changed my blog skin.
May change again. Not sure if this is the perfect skin. But it'll do meanwhile. (:

I need to buy new earpiece!! Any recommendations anyone? Tsk. Mine's all getting lost or spoiled!

Gonna be a VERY busy semester.
For now, I have school work till..basically hmm... end of june. bleh.
Lots of reports & articles to write! Gotta go. Microsoft Word's awaiting!
But first! A lil tv drama to relax. Or should I relax AFTER I finish the work for tomorrow? ):
Alright. I know I know. Bye all! I'm loving AIM, anyone else got one too? :D

Bye.

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It's been quite awhile since I last blogged.

Thinking of changing my layout again.. and put an actual song. :D
What'd you think? (:

School's started, boring...
Modules are getting oh so ever difficult!
Hopefully I'll be able to get on the ball soon and have a roll ;)

Off to enjoy my drama serials. again. :D:D:D

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Hell, feet aching!!
Have been standing 10 hours straight for the past few days.
Gotta work tomorrow on Saturday as well. ):

Have been calculating the pros and cons for CPF.
No idea what to do... lalala... sigh..

Anyway, not in the mood to think now, really tired.
Major video catching up & slacking to do!

Mummy! Help me massage my aching feet! XD yay. off to enjoy.
bye (:

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I will never ever treat him to anything again.

He's a jerk who belongs in hell, and should be sent to hell.

I wonder how such a jerk has a long life, if only he died long ago, then at least my memories of him would not have been tainted.
Now, if he dies, I probably will cheer.

GET OUT OF SINGAPORE!!
I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU HEAR YOU OR EVEN KNOW THAT YOU ARE WALKING AROUND!!!!!!

If I could, I would get a personal protection order.
Maybe I will, if he ever raises a hand towards me.
Verbally, he can never be forgiven.
If he uses physical abuse, he belongs to hell, and I will send him there.

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Daddy's back.
Feh, lots of hate riling up and it's just Day 1.
Argh!

Anyway, let's not talk about rubbish. (:

Normal stressed out day at school.
Not as much as yesterday anyway. Yahoo pipes and all. =.=
Cognitive today, had a lil fun being hyper and all, filmed a video. I have awesome editing skills :P
Well... ok, not awesome, but still pretty good! i think? :X
And, I'll need to visit the IT Helpdesk soon, I cannot access my school e-mail. shucks. ):
FRIDAY! WHOO HOO!
Weekend's here!

I need to buck up and delve into my exam studies! TTM!

Day out with Jerlin & Shu Ying! :D
Went shopping at Orchard for a couple of hours.
Ajisen for dinner! YAY!☻They bought shoes, didn't really buy any clothes.
We bought lotsa CNY goodies! Esp from Kee Wah! Whoo!
Gave them a lift back to Bishan (took a cab, hee.)

Anyway, not gonna blog much today, ain't sure what to blog about. haha.

Shuying & Jerlin, don't forget to arrange our Jack's Place date! ^^
New Craving: Swensens people? (:
Seoul Garden = REGINA! LENICE! WHEN ARE WE GOING AGAIN? :D

End of post people! (:

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Ok, my blog is akin to being dead.

But I like to keep it, you never know when someone would be bored and come to my blog :D

Reaching the last week of school soon, will have to change classes soon.
I'll really miss this class, it was awesome! (:
Got to use my sarcasm to its full potential.
I don't really do well blogging, because I don't really know what to type about, so basically I just babble on and on and on about some random thing, just like what I'm doing now.
If you don't like it, well, whatever.

I'm going to take my BTT next week, ain't sure what to do after that, booking a car?
Will someone advise me? ): I'm not too sure about the whole process yet. Didn't really get what the guy was saying to be during the briefing. Ah shucks.

Kboxed with Xinran recently during her 21st birthday!
23rd Jan, last saturday.
Massive dinner @ Pizza Huts, bought her a nice bear bouquet :D
Then afterwhich she treated me to a movie, The Spy Next Door starring Jackie Chan, (saw Melvin there! :O with his GF? you guys probably have no idea who he is, have never really mentioned my poly friends here), then we went kboxing! for 6 hours. Believe it. 12am-6am. SORE THROAT!
Became broke too. ):

Anyway, missed school on Monday, sick :P
Skipped wed (yesterday) whoo. Last day to skip already, gotta buck up for my upcoming exams soon.

Meeting xinran again for dim sum + pool this sunday, any joiners? (:

Been busy watching English dramas! ♥
Bones, The Closer, Shark, Psych, Fringe, Without A Trace. You guys should catch em all :D
More upcoming soon, can't wait!
Massive tv addict now, argh, need to read more! Missing my hobby (:

Youhuai! When's our Ikea date???? :D
Ajisen anyone else? Missing it!

Hey people, play R2BEAT with me! Please? :D
http://global.r2beat.com/global/
Download and play!
Promises to be fun!

Adiós all, it's late and I wanna get home from school.

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Blogging! :D

Have been busy recently, seems like the upcoming busy will be a flurry of business as well, considering the various outings, school meetings, events etc that will be ongoing ):
But oh well, maybe it'll be fulfilling?

Participating in a marketing competition which has internships for best 3 teams, hopefully ours has a chance?
Perhaps can, since we have people who do work in my team, me included of course! :D
Didn't do so well on UT 1 for Marketing module though, got my first D ever ):
But I know the reason is highly because I had a stomachache and only could focus enough to write a sentence per question. Can't believe it D:

Nevermind, I'll do better in UT 2 and 3, considering that now I have better knowledge on the prior problems and marketing lessons (:
GOGO!

Can't wait for the festives though!
Butbut! I don't really want it to come either.. because once it comes, it will be over ):
The frustration of wanting and not wanting it!! Ahh!!

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I always want to post alot of things, in fact, I would think of a lot of interesting things and complaints to vent on my blog.
But somehow I'm lazy to blog? Hahaha :X

I realised that many people now hardly blog, well, people I know anyway.
Most of us are like blogging once every couple of days instead of daily like when we were in secondary school.
I've been looking through old photos, I really miss the days that I used to have fun with the rest.
I doubt that we can ever be that close again? Maybe someday...
Somehow feeling abit scared of the coming future... hmm..

Anyway, a shoutout to Jerlin! Happy 'belated' Birthday! :D
I did wish you early early though :P
Just blogged late (:

Wanna see Cherry Blossoms! :D

Have been watching Bones since Hweishyan got me addicted to it XD
I blame her. :P
Season 4 not out yet, hopefully my classmate can get it for me, (:(:(:
Currently watching Shark now while waiting for more shows to come out.
Publishers are way too slow :/

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UT today!!

Lenice, I promise to post about your promotion on cockroaches & whipped cream soon alright? XD

Gotta get busy preparing for Cognitive!

Short posting now whilst others are presenting.
Trying to type without look at keyboard just like my previous classmate :P

But I think my faci is looking at me.
Gotta go!

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Omgosh. It's not gone yet!!

The sound started again.. the one of it hitting the light!
FREAKING OUT ):

Please please please please please go away!!
Fly out the window towards the rising sun!!!!

AHHH!!
Scared!! How do you kill it??? ):

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Ok, so I'm like currently blogging at near 7am. ):
This is because I am stuck in my room.

There's like a huge... not sure bee moth or whatever it is.
FLYING OUTSIDE AT THE LIVING ROOM!!
Freaking big, it keeps hitting the light. Scared the hell out of me. Thus have shut the door and am praying it goes away.

I wonder how long I need to remain in here? ):
Guess I'll have to camp in here. But the lights and all are not off yet.. my mum's gonna scold me when she wakes up..

Now there's no sound from the insect.. wonder if it's gone?
Maybe I'll stay here awhile before venturing out later..

Wish me luck!!

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Met a few ridiculously stupid people in the morning.

Girl in front of me kept re topping her card. I think she was trying to use NETS but couldn't.
Tried like 3-4 times. 2nd time cant just use CASH la!! Idiot, so long queue, everyone rushing go school de lor. :/

Then some people on the bus like arguing, fun arguing that kind, not serious.
But stupid.
Arguing about 2 seats, you go sit la i dont want sit for what, no la you sit la, never mind you sit.
HELLO?! LONG QUEUE OF STUDENTS WAITING!! JUST PACK IT IN AND SIT.
bloody stupid, they not first time le, FIRST TIME TAKE BUS AR?? just all pack in la, no experience like that. pure idiots.

*FUMES*

Anyway, having cognitive now. Let's hope it goes well.
Had fun in a few previous meetings, but abit of tension still. Let's work harder.

Heard that FYP can choose anybody from same course different class.
I hope that I can get responsible people, and people I can get along with.
Cause I currently am not close to anyone at all in my course :/
Let's hope it improves! *prays*

Gotta go. Lesson time.

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Event is tomorrow!

Wish me luck!
Hope all goes well.

Things going a little not too good :/
Last minute crop ups!

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Changed new skin. (:
But that was probably because my previous one the image hoster account was deactivated or something like that.

I suddenly have this urge to play Neopets!

Money Troubles. :(

So many sprees to sort out.

Event coming!

School reopening!

Ugh, this short post shows what I have been through these few days.
Stress man! :/

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I am here to post.

To say that I wish I were never born.
Never existed.
I wish I were dead. Or non-existent.
I wish I wasn't a girl.
I wish I wasn't human.
I wish I wasn't a Chua.
I wish the stupid birthing process had failed.
I wish I had died at birth. Then perhaps I would still get occasional visits with flowers and people would clean my grave and smile and talk to me nicely.
I wish alot of things. But I guess it will not happen.
I am surrounded by people, who think what they do is right, their reasons justifiable, giving a load of crap, and believing that it entitles them to whatever they want to believe.
I hate those people.
I hate myself.
I hate life.
Life's unfair yes.
Many have complained that.
Many say suck it up.
Live with it.
But what does one do.
When their world crumbles.
Can they truly suck it up.
And live with it.
I wish death imminent upon me.
A gas leak?
Light fixtures loosens?
Something.
I'm a coward.
I don't dare to kill myself.
What does one do.
When they want to die and be nonexistent badly.
Yet they are too cowardly to kill themselves?
Hahaha.
Caught ya did'nt I?
Did I sound suicidal?
Just testing all of you.
Can you guess what I have typed is fake?
Or is it all really the truth.
I am writing this post.
With tears streaming down nonstop.
Goodbye I wish to say.
But will I come back again?
Maybe. Probably. Most likely.
Because I am a coward.
Anyway, gotta go.
There is school tomorrow.
This was a pretty sad and long post.
I hope you don't take it to heart.
Now this is truly, Goodbye............but i will probably be back...

Crying...

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Sorry I didn't get to updating.

Been really busy lately, will try my best to update soon.

Anyway, back in Singapore (:

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In Hong Kong.. and tired...zzz...

More tomorrow. Bye.

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Hey all!
Currently at Changi Airport now! :D

Blogging with their free internet access! (:
I think I gotta go soon, bought a new book from Times in the departure hall.

Lethargic now.. didnt sleep at all last night.. zzzz...

But I'll rest on the plane later!
Brought my laptop along, not using laptop though, they provide free computer usage here in Changi departure hall, you guys should try it some time!

Anyway, I gotta go, plane's awaiting! Blog later (:
Bye all!

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Whoo!

A last minute blog!
Shall blog more later on at night, almost 4.30am now :D
I gotta pack up my laptop to bring to Hong Kong.

YES! I'm flying to Hong Kong in about 2 hours time. (:
Miss me alright?

Will blog more from Hong Kong!
Disneyland on the first day! Yay, fishballs here I come!

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Ok, it's been awhile since I've blogged.

Been really busy. Having a packed holiday too.
Exams now, can't really focus on anything.
Busy blog business and unreasonable customers.
Irresponsible suppliers as well.

Anyway, have learnt how to e-mail Taiwan suppliers. (:
Grace & I will generally be directly communicating with the Taiwan side now.

Lazy to blog.
Nothing to blog anyway.
No one's reading it. haha.

Gotta go.
Early day tmr cause I've gotta go all the way to Tamp to meet some customers :(

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