things have been pretty hectic these days..

shopping..
secrets..
grieve..
comedies..
disappointment..
excitement..
money..
unexpected stuff..

i've been through emotional turmoil these couple of days..now i look like this:

Before:
After:

went for a wake..(not saying much abt it..)
Cheer up Jerlin! Things will turn for the better..we're all here for u k? (:
life goes on! life & death are part of life afterall and which family hasn't suffered the pain of losing a loved one? 98% of the world has.. cheer up!

spent loads of money on clothes & presents this holiday.. feeling a little guilty..thank goodness for jobs. :/

today was also hectic..spent WHOLE morning & noon trekking around orchard & bishan for presents and got blisters on foot! ack..
met Bertram to give him his present before he went to work.. i was like limping the whole way.. -_-
didnt eat for entire day till dinner time @ Sizzlers celebrating Kenny's birthday. haha, went with Zixuan & youhuai as well (:
now it's before midnight,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERTRAM & SHIQI !!
and,
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY KENNY & ZHIJUN !!

awesome, did something silly today. now feel like knocking against the wall.. ahh..
i was possessed probably.. -_-
i did something..unexpected.. ahh well...nothing i can do now anyway..

darn, im crying.. :(
maybe i'll feel better after that...
it's freezing..

time to sleep..
hoping to forget all shock..and have a dreamless sleep..
got to go HPB tmr! :/

tears fall, emotions run high..

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